These are my last goodbyes of 2008
(I'm a procrastinator, so sue me.)
feeling stuck to this place, this area. It's
time for change. Major change, and I know I
can be less afraid of it.
empathy and serial dating. I know I am worth
what I think I am worth, for once.
phantom pain in my heart. You can stay in
the past, I finally don't need you anymore.
trying to "eat better" and "sleep more" and
"smoke less." None of you happen! So stop
bothering me! I do what I want!
You. This is why I'm saying goodbye.
Goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye.